My Job

Some people have commented and asked me about my job as a teacher and the fact that I am HIV positive. They want to know if my school, students, parents, etc. know of my condition. Here's a little information, and how I feel about the situation....

By law, I am not required to inform my employer of my HIV status. I am also not required to inform the students or families of the students. All school employees are trained in and required to use Universal Precautions to respond to any situation involving blood/bodily fluids. Universal precautions refers to the practice of avoiding contact with patients' bodily fluids, by means of the wearing of nonporous articles such as medical gloves, goggles, and face shields. Under universal precautions all patients are considered to be possible carriers of blood-borne pathogens. 

In regards to me and my personal situation....

Who knows?
The school district office is aware of my HIV status, but has the file marked Confidential, and is not available to my school, principal, students, families, or anyone else in the public that would request information about me. I did not plan on giving the district the information to begin with, but ended up kind of being forced to because of my Workers' Comp coverage with Peace Corps and some legality that the school district needed to know about any/all previous Workers' Comp claims. They did not want to process me if I would not provide the information. So I finally gave in and told them, chatted with a supervisor, and got the agreement (and witnessed) that the files were marked Confidential. 

No one at my school is aware of my HIV status (to my knowledge). They know that I was in the Peace Corps in Africa, and that I came home early because I got sick. Most people don't ask much more about it. Some do ask what I got sick with, and I play dumb and say "There are so many things over there... parasites, malaria, etc...." and I let their imagination do the work.

There are other teachers, parents, and acquaintances in the school district that I was friends with prior to my HIV and some know about it through being connected to me on Facebook and seeing posts/links there. Others may not know about it if they have not yet stumbled across it on Facebook. 

My students are 3-5 years old and have a range of Autism Spectrum Disorders, Developmental Delays, and Language Impairments. They do not know of my status nor would they comprehend anything about it if someone tried to explain it to them.

Do I feel bad for not telling?
Yes and No. I should not feel guilty for not telling, as I am definitely not obligated or required to tell. However, I do acknowledge that people (parents especially) would be very upset if they found out. I acknowledge that in a way, I am lying (through omission) to them. And that sucks. But, I also have to think about myself and my job, which is my livelihood and my passion. And I firmly believe that if people (school, parents, etc.) knew, then my job would quite possibly be in jeopardy. So, I feel forced to protect myself from that situation.

Do I get worried that someone will find out and be upset?
Yes, of course, every day. But, I really can't control that. There are enough people in the area that know, that I am sure it will come up sooner or later. And when it does, I'll deal with it then.

Do I plan on telling at some later point?
Yes, I have thought about it. I even thought about doing it last month for World AIDS Day, and holding some kind of presentation/information session at a Staff meeting. But, I decided it was too soon. I want people (co-workers, students, parents, employers) to really have a chance to get to know and love me as me, not as a disease. I want them to get to know Jessica, and not just have a first impression of HIV and get scared away.

How do I make sure I am safe at school?
It is easy. I do not bleed on my students. I do not have sex with my students. I do not give birth to or breastfeed my students.

Obviously, accidents can happen, and if I were to get injured, I would immediately separate myself from the students and ensure there was no blood exposure. Honestly, I put on a band-aid even when I get a tiny paper cut! If there EVER was any question of possible exposure, I would immediately inform the school administrators and nurse of the situation and possible threat of exposure.

P.S. We change diapers in my classroom, so we always have gloves around anyways! I also carry gloves in my school bag that travels with us around the school grounds.

Hopefully this answers some of your questions. Please feel free to comment and/or ask more questions. I think I'll put a poll up to see how you all feel about it too....

New Numbers!

Just wanted to quickly mention my last lab results....

Viral Load- Undetectable

CD4 count- 862

CD4 percent- 37%

Woohoo! These results are awesome!